always and forever Always and ForeverIt was so hard not to fall in love with you again,i knew i wanted to but knew it would only cause me pain.I tried hard to hide my true self from you,only to have it burst from inside of me in a flood of emotion.I fell to pieces and told you everything that was inside my heart,how you've been my every waking thought and my inspiration.I tried hard to hold onto what i was saying but it was far too strong,i felt myself slipping further and further under your spell.As i stared into your eyes that night and saw the beauty within,i bared witness to the most beautiful soul i've ever known.With the sweet smell
the turmoil that ensued.... I hate the way you make me feeli want to tear you apart to make me feel better.I want you to feel the pain both physically and mentallythat i have to endure every waking moment.I cut your name into my heart and mind todayso i will always remember what you did to me.Not a day will go by that i dont feel the painthat you made me feel and almost taste.But everything i do revolves around you,my thoughts, my actions, my very life.Like the moon pulls the tides of the oceanyou control everything inside of me.I feel as though i lost a part of myselfin the turmoil that ensued the bitterness.It's the part that will let me lo
Alone I sit and stare at the sky's beautiful colours,arms folded over my legs i sit alone.I sit and wonder where this smile has come from,why has it chilled me to my very soul.I am not the person i was yesterday,something has changed inside of me.I cant help but notice my mind feels serene,like a body of calm water it is motionless and beautiful to behold.I take my heart and i place it back where it belongs,where it is safe from all the pain and sorrow.I don't want to have to do this anymore,next time i give myself away it shall be forever.I dont want this tainted heart anymore,this one seems to be so full of anger and jea
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